& yeaa people i DID NOT FREAKING SLEEP.all i did was close my eyes.even when i felt like sleeping SHE will start to come across my mind.i really hope this defines how much iloveyou.im at home now bloody bored.planned to go east coast but have no $$ lar.transport nyer duit pon tkder.takkan nak gi sane naik basikal kan?lain lar kalau pit kat Pioneer Mall situ.




went out yesterday after putting down the phone with loveGINGER.& wow she has 5 great listeners seyhh.& i have none!wuH-Hoo!was kinda having problem breathing but still went out.stubborn right?& yea i got my 'just-deserts' for going out at night.i fell in a DEEP DRAIN.ouch!the scratch went up all the way to my thighs.i kinda freezed at the spot cause it was superdarn painful & really have problems breathing.




ive been getting kinda 'asthmatic attack' this past few days.10 hacks will do lar.& yea i know i suck.i know all i do is fightfightfight.everyone keep telling me where's the old sharul i know.& my Blood Brothers have been saying that too.nvm, & once again i have no GREAT LISTENER to tell to.except for my dearest cousin maybe.but she has her own life.& she has more than enough on her mind.




i wanna make clear that i change.dont ask me why now cause for 6 goddamnbloody years ive been puttng up a face whom is SO NOT ME.ive been a hypocrite.now i show you the real me.& anw dear that so what u called 'fight' is actually suppose to be positive.cause in a relationship without fights the truth will never be out.i dont wanna repeat the same mistake of keeping too much to myself that i will tend to do stupid things.its okay if you dont understand lar.u have ur GREAT LISTENERS anyway.

=(



& i dont like to BURDEN people.ive been freeloading too much on people.even Akbar wanted gimme transport money to go to East Coast later.i dont wanna accept it cause it will be SO PATHETIC huh.DUIT NAK GI SANE PON TKDE.TAU NK FREE JEK.& to my Grandpa,i know im deaf.& i know u really wished me to be deaf cause its not you.i wont talk about karma & say that one day god will return u the favour all this shit.cause i know me being deaf is the bloody truth.




i deserve to be deaf.cause i dont listen.my chest hurts.my head hurts.my leg hurts.what more do you want?& im not trying to make myself sound pitiful cause you people dont really need to care.im just letting it all out.




i guess those spammers are right somehow.ill soon suffer the same thing as what Berliana gone through.somehow i feel it coming.yeah ive got my just deserts i hope you all are happy now.like what you all said about morals & not interfering is all directed to me actually.yeahh.




gtg now.need wipe off the blood.its dripping like mad.
*SIGH



mickeylovesginger =)

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& yeaa people i DID NOT FREAKING SLEEP.all i did was close my eyes.even when i felt like sleeping SHE will start to come across my mind.i really hope this defines how much iloveyou.im at home now bloody bored.planned to go east coast but have no $$ lar.transport nyer duit pon tkder.takkan nak gi sane naik basikal kan?lain lar kalau pit kat Pioneer Mall situ.




went out yesterday after putting down the phone with loveGINGER.& wow she has 5 great listeners seyhh.& i have none!wuH-Hoo!was kinda having problem breathing but still went out.stubborn right?& yea i got my 'just-deserts' for going out at night.i fell in a DEEP DRAIN.ouch!the scratch went up all the way to my thighs.i kinda freezed at the spot cause it was superdarn painful & really have problems breathing.




ive been getting kinda 'asthmatic attack' this past few days.10 hacks will do lar.& yea i know i suck.i know all i do is fightfightfight.everyone keep telling me where's the old sharul i know.& my Blood Brothers have been saying that too.nvm, & once again i have no GREAT LISTENER to tell to.except for my dearest cousin maybe.but she has her own life.& she has more than enough on her mind.




i wanna make clear that i change.dont ask me why now cause for 6 goddamnbloody years ive been puttng up a face whom is SO NOT ME.ive been a hypocrite.now i show you the real me.& anw dear that so what u called 'fight' is actually suppose to be positive.cause in a relationship without fights the truth will never be out.i dont wanna repeat the same mistake of keeping too much to myself that i will tend to do stupid things.its okay if you dont understand lar.u have ur GREAT LISTENERS anyway.

=(



& i dont like to BURDEN people.ive been freeloading too much on people.even Akbar wanted gimme transport money to go to East Coast later.i dont wanna accept it cause it will be SO PATHETIC huh.DUIT NAK GI SANE PON TKDE.TAU NK FREE JEK.& to my Grandpa,i know im deaf.& i know u really wished me to be deaf cause its not you.i wont talk about karma & say that one day god will return u the favour all this shit.cause i know me being deaf is the bloody truth.




i deserve to be deaf.cause i dont listen.my chest hurts.my head hurts.my leg hurts.what more do you want?& im not trying to make myself sound pitiful cause you people dont really need to care.im just letting it all out.




i guess those spammers are right somehow.ill soon suffer the same thing as what Berliana gone through.somehow i feel it coming.yeah ive got my just deserts i hope you all are happy now.like what you all said about morals & not interfering is all directed to me actually.yeahh.




gtg now.need wipe off the blood.its dripping like mad.
*SIGH



mickeylovesginger =)

Labels: Leg Pain =(