all these while...for this whole 5 months im together with you, there was someone else.when i asked, u said 'NO NO NO'.u needed me to say things to make u understand the meaning of a RELATIONSHIP.im not hurt by your words, but by your actions and the fact that u kept it from me since the day we got together.what more truth is there for me to expect from u?




like i said.people LIE for instance.u didnt think it was hard for me to forgive you?i didnt slept the whole night yesterday crying my heart out and saying, 'ALL THESE WHILE!'.my eyes are swollen like fuck.imLOSINGout.im slipping.but that doesnt change the fact that iloveyou so much as im still thinking about you up till now.u told me once, 'i can FORGIVE but i can never FORGET'.




i want so much to forget this.but if u fine it hard to forget him what makes u think its easy for me to forget the whole matter when he is one of my A brothers?u placed me in a dilemma.if he says those fateful words ilikehertoo,i cant think of much to say nor to do.ACCEPTANCE, thats what i believe a relationship must have.if he wishes u to be his, i cant do much either.since u like him and he likes you.why not turn into love?




how hard isit for me to say all this, no one will ever understand.my 'shadow', i need u now.so badly. X(





DMLG - Always =(

all these while...for this whole 5 months im together with you, there was someone else.when i asked, u said 'NO NO NO'.u needed me to say things to make u understand the meaning of a RELATIONSHIP.im not hurt by your words, but by your actions and the fact that u kept it from me since the day we got together.what more truth is there for me to expect from u?




like i said.people LIE for instance.u didnt think it was hard for me to forgive you?i didnt slept the whole night yesterday crying my heart out and saying, 'ALL THESE WHILE!'.my eyes are swollen like fuck.imLOSINGout.im slipping.but that doesnt change the fact that iloveyou so much as im still thinking about you up till now.u told me once, 'i can FORGIVE but i can never FORGET'.




i want so much to forget this.but if u fine it hard to forget him what makes u think its easy for me to forget the whole matter when he is one of my A brothers?u placed me in a dilemma.if he says those fateful words ilikehertoo,i cant think of much to say nor to do.ACCEPTANCE, thats what i believe a relationship must have.if he wishes u to be his, i cant do much either.since u like him and he likes you.why not turn into love?




how hard isit for me to say all this, no one will ever understand.my 'shadow', i need u now.so badly. X(





DMLG - Always =(