wow its been ages since i last updated(this is what everyone says right if they have not been updating for long? XD).well maybe this time its not because i am busy.which is what ill usually say,but because the King(my brother) in my house do not let me use his freaking laptop.well i got this chance to use.but look at the time.i had to resort to waking myself up at 2AM in the morning just to blog and check my friendster.
April has been quite a bumpy month for MVFC since we had our 1st lost at Commonwealth.not only that,our injuries are piling up too.Ija has a hamstring injury.Firman has frequent migraines & Mustaqim has blisters all over his feet.badBADbad.we have-have to close our season by this saturday since the Mid Years are around the corner.2008 is really fast.seems like i just blink an eye to find out that i am already in mid-april.i guess another 'blink' would get me exactly in front of the 1st English O levels paper.i really need to put in extra effort.the fact that the O levels are faster this year are haunting me.soon enough ill be dreaming failing every single shit.oh no,im so not looking forward to that.my brother has set my future for me in Republic Poly.since im so keen in taking communication courses,he went the extra mile to get a brochure and find out the criteria needed to be met to get the course.i guess the cut-off mark is 18?& definitely one subject that is needed is Maths.ARRGGH Maths again.everything seems to be fine at the moment.i have this uneasy feeling that something bad is going to happen realllllllyyyyy sooon.
Ive always given you the benefit of a doubt.ive always trusted you to be different from my other friends.ive always thought that no one else could have understand me that much.even so,once upon a time,i fell so madly in love with you.u didnt know.even if u did,u wouldnt care.im always there at the right time to listen to your sorrows,laughters and even cries sometimes.but i guess all this couldnt last.somehow i just cant say.somehow i just knew that i cant go on.time & again u did the same thing.i guess you are pretty happy with your life right now.& i hope ull never stop smiling, Friend.
***If you never hear from me for long time,Its not because i don't love you.Its because i goddamn love you hell lots.
my eyes are failing me.ill go off now.