i have never believed in hating people.not so much really.here i am thinking whatthehell have i done.you call me miskin konek?makan duit pompuan?jantan sial?.all those times we go out together i always say i dont feel good when you pay for me.but you always say forget it.you always force me to go even if i have no money.i am sorry if u wasted your money on me.u have made it crystal clear to me that i am worthless,useless and miskin.i am sorry i cant provide for u for 10 whole months.i thought u didnt mind.u always said u didnt mind.but what is this?i just dont get u sometimes.& i dont see anything wrong in having a crush over your friend or whatsoever cause the feeling only developed after we really broke off.i know explaining to you would be no good cause you are way hell stubborn.i dont wanna hate you nor do i wanna pick up a fight with you.you keep saying you deserve someone better then go find that person.why must you post and tell the whole world what a 'GREAT' boyfriend am i?i just dont know what else to do.you sweared me.i guess you really want to see me dead huh?maybe one day god will grant that wish to you.& i guess when that day comes then only you will be the most happiest girl on Earth right?

& about your friend.im not doing this just for the sake of hurting you.you got it all wrong.your friend even tried to help us out when we were falling apart.she was there me and indirectly for you too.but you are just way too stubborn.too unreasonable to realise all this.all u care about is yourself.& it has always been like that.if its not for your friend,i wont be wearing a smile on my face every single day.so whats wrong in having a crush on her?u just cant see me happy.u just dont want to see me happy.u want me to be sad.u want me to DIE.why dont u just get a life and leave me alone?i dont wanna make this sound so bad but u are posting like as if for the whole of 10 months i am the one giving u problems.would u like it if i post about ur bad attitude and everything else that people would not wanna see?would u want it?that would definitely flare u up right?i have learned to stop taking revenge.i have learned to let go.u think it was easy?hell no.i have learned a whole lot of things.i just hope you would sincerely learn and just leave me alone.


we are done.please i dont wanna hear anymore.




I sincerely hope this doesnt change anything that is happening in my life.
Cause whatever I am in now,is going off in a good direction.
I just hope so.

=(

i have never believed in hating people.not so much really.here i am thinking whatthehell have i done.you call me miskin konek?makan duit pompuan?jantan sial?.all those times we go out together i always say i dont feel good when you pay for me.but you always say forget it.you always force me to go even if i have no money.i am sorry if u wasted your money on me.u have made it crystal clear to me that i am worthless,useless and miskin.i am sorry i cant provide for u for 10 whole months.i thought u didnt mind.u always said u didnt mind.but what is this?i just dont get u sometimes.& i dont see anything wrong in having a crush over your friend or whatsoever cause the feeling only developed after we really broke off.i know explaining to you would be no good cause you are way hell stubborn.i dont wanna hate you nor do i wanna pick up a fight with you.you keep saying you deserve someone better then go find that person.why must you post and tell the whole world what a 'GREAT' boyfriend am i?i just dont know what else to do.you sweared me.i guess you really want to see me dead huh?maybe one day god will grant that wish to you.& i guess when that day comes then only you will be the most happiest girl on Earth right?

& about your friend.im not doing this just for the sake of hurting you.you got it all wrong.your friend even tried to help us out when we were falling apart.she was there me and indirectly for you too.but you are just way too stubborn.too unreasonable to realise all this.all u care about is yourself.& it has always been like that.if its not for your friend,i wont be wearing a smile on my face every single day.so whats wrong in having a crush on her?u just cant see me happy.u just dont want to see me happy.u want me to be sad.u want me to DIE.why dont u just get a life and leave me alone?i dont wanna make this sound so bad but u are posting like as if for the whole of 10 months i am the one giving u problems.would u like it if i post about ur bad attitude and everything else that people would not wanna see?would u want it?that would definitely flare u up right?i have learned to stop taking revenge.i have learned to let go.u think it was easy?hell no.i have learned a whole lot of things.i just hope you would sincerely learn and just leave me alone.


we are done.please i dont wanna hear anymore.




I sincerely hope this doesnt change anything that is happening in my life.
Cause whatever I am in now,is going off in a good direction.
I just hope so.

=(